tonight

i'm just a man
fresh graduate nothing experience
first child of 4 siblings so i have heavy burden after January 26th this year
i have do my best for my parents want, but i'm just a man
arrogant, yaa i'm arrogant.
two week i have been waiting for a announcement but i'm failed
my parents, my brother, my friends too trust to me
i don't know where my false may i just unlucky
like tonight
until this time in my life, i have some conclusion:
*i can't get something instantly, i need process to get it so give me chance
*i can't be first man because i doesn't have experience so let me to learn
*pray to god because i'm a MOSLEM
you know what, god will give you the best even though you think it's bad

(written at south mertojoyo block C no.6, may this is my last room at malang)